Feeling Ugly
Feeling Ugly
Posted 07/05/2010 - 01:50am by Calypso Coleman
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The Accuser:
Calypso Coleman The Accused:
Shane
Description:
Me and Shane dated for 6 months since November 2009 in 6th grade. We were just alike in so many ways. I loved him, and loved me, so he said. Well then my friend Amy went "undercover" on facebook as a fake person and started asking Shane questions about himself. Then she asked if he had a girlfriend. Shane told Amy that he had 2, me and a girl he met on Facebook named Makenzie Ann. I cried so hard when I herd this. I didn't know what to do the next day at school when I saw him. I tried not to believe it. He tried to hug me when we were in 4th period, he asked me what was arong and I asked him, "Who is Makenzie?" Then he had a look on his face like he was confussed. Then he said that he was just joking about that to Amy. But I didn't know what to believe. 2 weeks before the last day of school, I was really said because Shane earlier that morning puched me, he offen does that and made bruises, but love was in my way of telling anyone. I was still mad about it so I stayed quiet until it was time to go home. He kept asking me what was wrong but I wouldn't tell him, so I finally gave up and told him a lie that I will always regret the rest of my life. I told him that my friend Amy couldn't come over that night. He stormed off to the front of the room. A few minutes later he came back and shouted, "I'M DONE!" I asked what he was done with and he said he was done with me! In that moment I was so shocked I could barley think. I cried on the bus ride home. My heart was so broken that night that I didn't eat for days. To this day I still love him, I really don't know why I can't stop thinking about him every so often, at night. He gave me a ring that I still have, it's so hard to look at. I just really need help to get over him.
Comments
Sit down before you read more. This might be hard for you to take, but you "need" someone to point it out to you...
You need to get psychiatric help to clear up your thinking about yourself, and what is healthy and unhealthy in various types of relationships.
Once you do this, you will confidently look back on this message you posted as silly, childish, and nonsensical.
Don't wait, act on this either today or next week. Go see someone and bring a copy your message (and everyone's responses, including mine) with you, for it will help the psychiatrist/psychologist to be more effective ... sooner.
Here here - Do not start this cycle this young or you're life will be a Lifetime Network orig movie - You need to feel better; go somewhere NOT populated by your school friends and instead of acting like crawling into a hole, go look good and someone else WILL notice you. Boy's DONT talk to girls that look like they're having emotional problems; when they date you they don't even want to, they just do cause otherwise we leave. They're not going to approach you while you're drooling on yourself in tears over someone else that sounds like he may punch them. You gotta run kid... Just leave him in the dirt - Your life will benefit - TRUST ME.
My husband is the kindest, sweetest, most caring and sensitive of my emotions and feelings; But only to me. He is very harsh to others; esp those that anger or hurt me - If I cry he is MAD... Therefore, he shouldn't be the one MAKING YOUR TEARS. Leave that little boy alone; don't further his ego by crying for him. He's never been worth it.
Good grief..you are still a kid.And already you are involved in an abusive relationship! What should you do? Dump that jerk! Have you no self respect, girl? Are you so desperate to have a boyfriend that you put up with a stupid kid punching you? Wake up! NEVER,EVER allow anybody to do this to you. Get rid of him NOW. And don't bother with this petty "boyfriend-girlfriend" stupidity. It's kid stuff. Grow up, wait until you are grown up and then get a man.Definition of real man: A kind, loving, gentleman who takes responsibility for his own actions, values you for your heart and mind, does not touch you without your full consent, and who backs up his nice words with actions that match. Do not accept anything less than that.Otherwise you are setting yourself up for a lifetime of bad relationships, broken marriages, fatherless kids, welfare,shame, lousy places to live, bad food..a horrible, horrible life.
Sorry to be so blunt.Now, get on the phone.tell him he's free to "date" whoever he wants..you have better things to do.
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